So here i am, experiencing a serious dose of exam fatigue. I started off with much zest, being enthralled by my readings and looking at the world differently thereafter. Learning to be more skeptical towards common ideas, like after seeing people in Burkina Faso i'm supposed to feel emotional and wanna help them with all my big plans, but maybe, they are happier the way they are, than after the onslaught of your big plans. And watching this show last night that had amazingly cute dogs performing tricks, one was to get hynoptised and the dog lay absoulutely still, cute and amazing, but so de-animalised and denaturalised! But now, i'm really drained. I can't read sentences, which make no sense, without being inclined to the bed or the tv. Even while sitting for my papers, i can't stop yawning and stoning and i'm so lazy to collate all my thoughts and string them together again in one neat essay. Lazy, yeah that's the word, i'm lazy to even think. Four more days, and i know, God is still cheering me on.
I have been quite sad lately, hearing the passing away of someone i know, albeit not very close. The words of the news keep replaying in my mind, and the thought of those left behind .. Even though i know he's in a place far better than this dumpster, it's hard to imagine still ..
and the Lord showed me Luke 24, about Jesus' resurrection. He has risen, and so definitely we will rise with Him won't we.
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