Pit of pits

The week has been tough, physically mentally emotionally spiritually. It feels like a cloud perpetually looming over my head, refusing to barge. The moutain of work has never been so steep, or maybe it has ever been, but im selective in memory, like we always do. But i have never felt so emotionally d.r.a.i.n.e.d by work, i seldom fall into the pit of pits. As siangyu puts it, "im finding it harder to breathe", as i put it, "im dying" and as win-nie responds, "lets die together, this is the dying season".

As i stand against the odds, where is God in the picture. I ask myself.
Psalm 36:7-8 "How priceless is your unfailing love! Both high and low among men find refuge in the shadow of your wings. They feast on the abundance of your house; you give them drink from your river of delights."
I have been thinking - i have to do this on my own. this is my lot. the yoke i have to bear. But God reminded me that He gives, and gives abundantly. Strength wisdom peace love perseverance, are what i crave, have i forgotten His unfailing love and abundance?

"He is not interested in intimacy with the woman you think you are supposed to be. He wants intimacy with the real you." -phew

TC sent an amusing email last night which sent me into momentary happiness.

"I hope you are all relieved to have completed your Assignments and Journals (finally, after 7 weeks)! What goes around comes around -- its my time to "stress out" marking all 42 Projects and 190 Journals now. Wish me heaps of STAMINA and ENDURANCE (and maybe leniency too!)."

Cheers folks, TC

heh.